It's been forever

So, I know it's been forever, but this little one growing in my belly has been kicking my butt. I have been pretty sick for the last nine weeks. I finally have medicine for the nausea which has worked wonderful. I am feeling good today, but the day is young. I am leaving for Texas in three weeks, and am nervous and excited all at once. I am looking forward to seeing my family, and Connor being able to spent time with his cousins. I am a little worried about the plane ride, and hoping everything goes smooth. Connor has had problems with his ears since he was a baby, so I'm hoping that they will be ok during the flight. We are celebrating his B-day this weekend since we will be gone for his actual B-day. I can't believe we are celebrating his third B-day it doesn't seem possible that he is going to be three. Connor has been really sweet to the baby even though I'm not showing he kisses my belly, and he says I love you baby. That might change when the baby comes he might not feel the love then. I am really nervous about the delivery of this baby, and I know i still have a ways to go, but I'm freaking out. I had a very difficult delivery with Connor, and almost had to have a C-section which is super scary to me. So I'm praying that this delivery is a lot less difficult.
I was able to get into the doctor's before I leave for Texas, and I should be able to hear the heart beat. Connor will be with me, so hopefully he will be excited too.