The Schenks

School

2010-01-20T11:32:00.000-08:00

Another semester of school is underway, I am now in my second week and so far have not been to overwhelmed . Tonight is my first speech and I'm not really looking forward to doing it, but I know I need to so I will just SUCK it up.My goal this semester is straight A's so wish me luck.

Blessings

2010-01-18T07:11:00.001-08:00

So, last year I would have to say has been a very hard one. Ryan was laid off for almost a year. it has been very
difficult to stay afloat. We have been struggling just to make ends meet. Unemployment is not a lot for a family of four to live on. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for the Unemployment. We have started falling behind on so many things I cant even keep track anymore. It doesn't seem right to have to choose between paying you heat or electric bill. I say that to say this.

Blessing: Since the layoff I have learned so much. Materialistic things REALLY don't matter at all. Most couples fall apart in situations like this, but Ryan and I have become even stronger in our relationship than I ever thought possible. I have learned to lean on him which is very big for me. I have never leaned on anyone. I love him more than I ever thought I could.
I know that being with my family is more important than anything on this earth.

I do ask that you keep us in you prayers. Ryan now has a call back we don't know how long it will be, but we are praying the good Lord keeps him employed long enough to get caught up on our house payments. I have such a peace that no matter what our outcome is with out house or bills that all will be alright. God is so good and has taught me so much in this last year. There will be no frown on my face.

Uncle Jeff this is for you.

2009-12-30T17:56:00.001-08:00

I am in Ohio..:-)

It's been a while

2009-04-20T14:54:00.000-07:00

So, I know I have been horrible keeping up on this stinking blog...Life has been crazy. Preston my sweet little man is already 8 months old. I still can't believe it. I think it's even harder knowing that he is our last one. It makes me want to freeze time..Connor is at such a fun age. The kid is funny. He is really into music, and dancing to it. If he would let me video tape him we would so win AFV grand prize. Con went to his first soccer practice. Poor little bugger did not want to go. Then when he went decided not to participate at all. (sound like someone you know Evelyn).When we got home and Con prayed for his dinner that night he prayed that he wouldn't have to play soccer anymore..It's going to be a fun experience tomorrow.:-) He has his first game this weekend..It could be an exciting time. Oh well he will thanks me when he is older..RIGHT? Preston is rolling everywhere and getting up on his hands and knees but hasn't started crawling just yet. Today he did the military crawl..I am still nursing him. Which I'm thinking about stopping soon since next semester I really wont get a break to pump..He is not sleeping through the night. Still nursing two to three time a night which has been rough..It always seems like on school night for me he doesn't want to sleep at all..Little snot..Ryan and I let him have a sleep over at G-grandmas..Yes I know geezs he's 8 month cut the cord..It was really hard for me and Ryan. We woke up with no kids for the first time in a while and didn't know what to do..It was nice to have a date with the hubby, but I have no idea how parents can leave there kids all the time. I missed my little men soooooo much. This semester is almost over. I am starting to freak out about finals. Scared to death that I'm not going to pass..Waaaaaa..I can't wait till this semester is over. I get a little break before Summer semester begings, and I'm hoping we can go on a little vaca. We all need a little break...Well I have to get back to studying for my test tomorrow..Say a prayer for me...

Skiing

2009-02-01T15:52:00.001-08:00

So, we took Connor skiing for the first time. He had a major meltdown getting his gear on and walking all the way the the bunny hill. But as soon as daddy and Connor starting going up the hill, he all of a sudden started getting excited. He went down between Ryan's legs and loved it. He wanted to go down by himself but I was not ready for that. He went down a quarter of the way all by himself, and then he went down holding Ry's hand. He did so good we are going to start going once a week. I am going to by him some headgear for next Friday. in case he does attempt t go down the bunny hill by himself. I am not a skier but I willing to give it a shot. I went down the bunny hill and this Friday I'm gonna attempt to g down the larger one. The little girl that I babysit for went as well and loved it too. So they will be going again next week. Hopefully there will be no broken bones. Connor is so excited and cant wait to go again. I hope before the season is over he will be able to go down the bunny hill without falling all by himself.

Relaxed

2009-01-24T07:45:00.000-08:00

So, I have decided I need a break from time to time. Last-night I went with some girls to get a bite to eat. The kiddies stayed at home with daddy. I pretended I didn't have a lot of homework to do and two test to study for. I needed a break from schoolwork soooooo bad I am only in my second week and have found it to be very stressful. I feel like such a horrible mom because it seems that I'm either studying or doing homework. I REALLY needed a to get away from my books. It was just for two hours, but today I feel like a new woman. I have to stop writing though because I have get to get back to doing schoolwork:-) WooHoo

A&P

2009-01-19T09:58:00.000-08:00

Ok, so i made it through my first dissection. Last Thursday, yes that would be only my second day of class, we had to dissect a little pig. I was so freaked out because I have never dissected anything before. I got myself all worked up thinking I was gonna puke as they wheeled in little Wilbur. I kept on telling myself that Wilbur was in piggy heaven and I just had to SUCK it up. Thanks goodness my partner is a LPN and had no problem dissecting anything, so that made me relax BIG TIME. She also supplied me with cough drops to cover up the smell. WoW did that help big time. After getting over the Shock. I found it very interesting. So, if ya ever need to slice open Wilbur and don't know who to call. Just give me a ring. :)

The boys

2009-01-16T13:28:00.000-08:00

Connor at the Train Show. He had such a blast. He could have stayed there all day.

Making cookies.

Preston, Yes his eyes are really like that.:-)

Connor Loving on brother.

My Happy baby..

My Baby

2009-01-16T13:18:00.001-08:00

So, for those who don't know Preston has been diagnosed with infintile esotropia. Hey just got glasses in hopes that it will help correct his eye's. The specialist he has been seeing is pretty sure he will have surgery by the age of two. I am praying that these glasses will correct it. He is soooooo stinkin cute with his glasses. Enjoy my little professor....

Now Here this

2009-01-04T12:59:00.000-08:00

I've been using aluminum foil for years .Great stuff,but sometimes it can be a pain.You know when you are in the middle of doing something and you try to pull some foil out and the roll comes out of the box.Then you have to put the roll back in the box and start over.The darn roll always comes out at the wrong time. You can never get the stupid thing back in the way it was. Well get ready for me to rock you aluminum using world. I watching Ellen Degenerous last week andshe opened my aluminum covered eyes. I don't know why this isn't a big part of the add when you see advertisements, but here is what Ellen showed. There are two tabs on the side of the boxes that when you punch them in they hold the foil in place. AMAZING!!!!!! This also goes for Suran wrap I feel like this is the greatest thing I have learned in LOOOOOOng time. So spread the word.. A special thanks to The Ellen Show.

My two little boys.

2008-12-06T06:08:00.000-08:00

More Pics

2008-11-18T10:11:00.000-08:00

Preston in his Hop-n-Bop, Connor grabbed his chair and was shoeing Preston how everything works.

My cute little puppy.

Trick-0r-Treating

Making Carmel apples.

Yes those are Connor's real ears.

Update for Aunt Kerry

2008-11-18T06:14:00.000-08:00

Just relaxing...

Connor Loving his Brother...

Mortal Enemies Optimus Prime and A Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle.

My little Pony. Yes I know it looks like a cow but it's not.

So, things have been going good in the Schenk household. Connor is loving the recent snow fall and has been out in it two days in a row at 7 am. Yes he's CRAZY, but I couldn't deny his desire to go eat some snow. Preston is just a sweet little boy. He is so relaxed, it has made a easy transition going from one kiddy to two. Connor is still just as sweet as ever with him. I am soooooo blessed with my two sweet little boy's. Now if I can just pass my classes this semester all will be goooooood. :-)

2008-10-05T11:26:00.000-07:00

So, I haven't really posted anything other than pictures since Preston was born, so I;m gonna do my best to get on top of things. So far thing have been just fine. I forgot how easy having a newborn is. Preston is such a wonderful little baby. He is the complete opposite from Connor when he was a newborn. Connor had colic so it was a rough couple of months. Ryan just started working seven days a week shortly after Preston. It was a bummer for him because he would leave at 5a.m. and get home sometimes not until 8p.m. Praise the Lord I have such wonderful kiddies because it was an easy couple of weeks being by myself. Ry's back to his normal schedule so hes pretty happy about seeing the kids. We are happy to have him back as well. Although now I've got to start cooking again no more sandwiches or cereal for dinner:-( I managed to get to school on time the first day and have been on time since. I went back to school when Preston was only 6 days old. I was so proud of myself because it was the first time I went anywhere with just the three of us. I dropped Connor of at school then took little Preston to go hang out at work with G-ma Evey, so he wouldn't have to go to daycare. Now Preston gets dropped of with GG-Ma schenk while Con and I go to school. Connor really doesn't like being dropped off at school and has to be pried from my leg for the two days that he's there, but when I pick him up he is happy and loves telling me all the things he did in school. Thanks both g-ma's for all the help. Connor has been so wonderful with Preston I'm just amazed at how he has accepted his new little brother. we all sleep in the same bed ( Yes I know i swore I'd never do it but I love the four of us in bed) Connor won't go to bed without his little brother. He is the sweetest big Bro. I have recovered from the C-section and I have to say it was much easier than Connor's recovery. It was hard coming home from the hospital and having Ryan go right to work the next day but Con, Preston and I adjusted to it. I had my six week checkup and I'm okidokie I even found out that not only did I loose by baby weight but I lost 6lbs on top of that. WooHoo size zero here I come. Breastfeeding the best weight loss plan.:-) Connor has been my right hand he has been helping out so much. Sometimes a little too much :-) He will even help me give Preston a bath it's so cute the way Con talks to Preston in the tubby. Con will say "That water is nice right baby brother now let's wash your stinky feet" I guess I have said that a time or two to him. I can't believe that so much time has went by since we brought home little Preston. He has changed quite a bit. He can already roll over he did it at 5 weeks I thought Con rolled him over but the next day I saw it with my own eyes he my little Hercules. He has started to smile and coo which is so stinking cute. Well that's a little bit of how things have been going so far.

2008-09-24T15:32:00.000-07:00

Connor's scooter

giving me a try on the scooter sorry no pics :-)

2008-09-24T15:27:00.000-07:00

Connor making a silly face.

First nap in the crib
Just Cute

Pics for Aunt Kerry

2008-09-24T15:01:00.001-07:00

Connor loves to cuddle next to Preston

Me trying to be a photographer

Going Home

2008-08-23T11:30:00.000-07:00

Preston Ryan all dressed up and ready to go.
He's such a cutie
Connor making faces like mommy.... My two little men.:-)
The blanket Preston Ryan is wrapped up in is the same one con came home in...
Look at the flowing hair....

More Preston

2008-08-23T10:43:00.001-07:00

Ya I know I'm sexy this is me in recovery.
Preston's first bath
He is so CUTE!!11
My three boy's
Preston wondering what the heck is going on.

Preston Ryan

2008-08-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

Ok, I know it's a little graphic, but Ryan got an amazing of him entering into the world.
My Sweet little Preston
8lbs 2oz
Holding Preston for the first time.
My wonderful family My three men.. Life couldn't get any better than this

Before and During Surgery

2008-08-23T10:18:00.001-07:00

We are getting to leave for the hospital the three Schenk's ready to become four.
Just being a fashion Queen.:-)
Paging Doctor Schenk
Me just being a dork.

During the procedure. Ya I know I'm weird.

waiting

2008-08-19T03:18:00.000-07:00

So here I am at 6am in the hotel room drinking my last beerage before I go to the hospital. Beverage of choice COFFEE Yummie.. Everyone else is snoozing away. I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. My mind is racing a mile a minute thinking about everything. I'm freaking out thinking did I plan enough for Ry and Kerr and Connor. Do I have enough for them to eat at the hotel. Stupid stuff like that. Connor spiked a fever last night which is a little alarming. He felt a lot cooler this morning, but I'm a little nervous he might be coming down with something. Hopefully it was just swimmimg in the pool and not eating like he normally does that he felt a little under the weather.

Yesterday we went to the toy store so Con could pick the baby out a gift it was pretty cute having him try to pick out things for himself and saying they were for the baby. He eventually got a little toy for little Schenk and it's not a racetrack or transformers.:-) He is excited or at least he is acting excited to see the new baby. He wants to help change diapers only pee one's he said I had to change the poopy one's, and I guess that's sound pretty fair.

So now I'm gonna try relax and drink my coffee. In hopes that I show up for my apt.:-)

Baby

2008-08-18T09:29:00.001-07:00

I just wanted to tell everyone thanks for the prayers. Little Schenk should be here around 12:30ish. If all goes as planned. I will try to post pics as soon as possible.
We are leaving soon to check into our hotel room and have a relaxing evening together. Thanks again.:-)

Official

2008-08-07T13:58:00.001-07:00

Ok, it's official after speaking with my doc today I went ahead and scheduled the C-section. I have had three different doc's tell me the same thing so i guess they might know what they are talking about. The date is going to be Tuesday the 19th we have to be at the hospital at 5:30 so they can get started and have baby schenk here by 7:30. It's early but then I don't have to worry about not being able to eat and I can be out of there early when my three days are up. I pretty nervous about it but after talking to the OB nurse today she said my c-section will be a lot easier to recovery from then the complications I had with Connor. I still am in shock that our family of three is going to be a family of four. WOW.... So unless I go into labor before then we will have a little schenk here on the 19th.... The only downside about it is Ryan can't take any time off work except the day the baby is born. So he will be going to work in Traverse City then coming to the hospital to visit me and baby. Thank goodness for Aunt Kerry she has taken the time off so she can stay with Con man in the hotel when he gets sick of being at the hospital. Thanks Kerr...

Almost Official

2008-08-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I went and got a second opinion yesterday about how this little schenk should be delivered. I'm starting to get the feeling that know one is going to tell me what I want to hear. The Doc said if I was his wife he would say get a c-section she would ask why and he would tell her what he told me and that would be that. I think the doc's might think I'm being a little difficult.:-) Ryan has pretty much said "Babe you need to do the C-section." They are basing this on my last delivery. With the complications I had they are afraid if I have a vaginal birth it will do more damage to my body. I had a 4th degree tare which is as bad as it gets and with the scare tissue already there it's a good possibility that it would happen again. Connor also has shoulder dystocia which could have really hurt him. They are afraid of the same thing happening to this little one. Unfortunately there is no way on them knowing if that would happen forsure with this second one. Along with the possibilities that little schenk might have some physical problems that would not help the doc's move little schenk smoothly through the birth canal. WOW I'm totally screwed.:-) I have almost decided to do the C-section and it will be done next Fri. I just can't even believe that this little one is going to be here so soon. I am having a very difficult time with this decision. I mean I'm pretty sure I should have the c-section, but I'm completely SCARED out of my MIND...So maybe there will be a baby next weekend via c-section or maybe I'll just be my stubborn self and say forget it and go for the vaginal birth. Who knows I have until next Wed. to decide. So that's that. On a brighter note I totally pasted chemistry with a B- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Now it's time to burn some books.:-)

Countdown

2008-08-01T12:44:00.000-07:00

Well, little schenk is almost here. I haven't decided if I'm ready or not but then again I really don't have a choice.:-) Names have been a pain. I didn't realize how hard it would be to pick a boy and a girl name. Ry and I have pretty much settled on a boys name but are not forsure on a girls name yet. I have been in a lot of pain lately, but I'm trying not to complain and just do whatever I did before I was preggers. It has been different from Connor, and I'm ready to not be pregnant anymore ready or not. The baby's room is all done and thanks to Ry's fam I already have a stock of diapers, and as a second time mom I know how lucky I am to have this stock. Tuesday I should find out forsure about the c-section. My last appointment with the new doctor was not as promising as I was hoping for. She had pretty much told me a c-section is the way to go. I still haven't accepted it and I'm still hopeful that I can delivery vaginally. Tuesday I have another ultrasound to see how big baby schenk is. Depending on the results that should determine how baby will be delivered. She has put me down on the 19th for either an induction or c-section. So either way baby schenk will be here by the 19th. If it's forsure that I have to have a c-section I'm going to try to up the date because I will need an extra week to recovery, so I can drive myself to school. If not I'm just gonna have to disobey doc's orders.

I feel pretty large and am hoping I don't get any bigger. I don't think my body can handle it. I have only out on 12lbs but I feel HUGE right now. I still can't believe that we are going to be bringing a new schenk home in a couple of weeks. I'm just trying to keep cool and not FREAK OUT!!!!!!!

Finals are done and I passed Chemistry woo hoo. It is such a relief to have that behind me. I'm sure there will be harder classes but seriously Chemistry SUCKED big time. Connor will be going to school this year, and I'm completely freaked out. I can't believe that he is even old enough to go to preschool. I just hope that the changes he will be having to face with the new baby and school he won't feel overwhelmed. I'm setting down this weekend and figuring out one date a week for us to spend quality time with just Connor. I am worried that he might feel a little left out so I just want him to know he is still my number one little man. Well that's about all that is happening right now. Wish us luck..:-)

Woo Hoo

2008-07-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

So, during my last ultrasound we found out that little Schenk has turned and is now head down. I'm soooooo excited that means I can try for a vaginal birth. Little Schenk also moved the flexed arm for the first time. Little Schenk hasn't moved it the past three ultrasounds so that was wonderful news to hear. I still plan on delivering in Traverse City because they have a neonatal unit and Grayling has nothing. The clubbed feet are still questionable but that is really no big deal. Hopefully it's no big deal:-) I'm not sure about the arm as to what the outcome will be after birth. I don't think the doctors really know until they are able to really check the baby. I'm just so thankful that little schenk turned because this late in pregnancy they don't have a lot of space to move and it's very rare that baby switched positions. I'm feeling really good overall in quite a lot of pain never experienced that when I was preggers with Con. Pretty tired but that's what I get for taking care of four kids this weeks. School is going ok I think I might pass Chemistry worst case I'll have to do it again:-) Medical Term. is pretty easy I have been doing really good in that class. I am hoping baby schenk comes around 38 weeks so I can adjust a little before I start next semester. Wishful thinking.:-)

Connor is pretty excited to start school this year. He has reminded me at least once a day he needs a Diego backpack for school, so I better get that for the little man. I have pretty much got all his school clothes shopping done. I've been hitting up all the wonderful sales. I got three pair on jeans from Old Navy last week for ten bucks. I love it when I can save money. Well I better get back to studying before all the little kiddies arive. Whish me luck..:-) I am going to need it.

Connor's first movies

2008-06-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

We started the fun filled night by getting some yummie Burger King.
Then it was off to the theater.
Connor so excited about his ticket to Kung Foo Panda. He held on to the ticket through the whole movie.
Giving the ticket guy well his ticket..:-)
Mom of course had to get a shot of us right before the movie. Connor did so good he sat there just in aww of the big screen. Tomorrow I'm taking him on a date to go see Wall - E He has pretended to be Wall-E since he saw the commercial. He's such a cutie.

Tired Again

2008-06-24T18:22:00.001-07:00

So far this little one has been different from when I was preggers with Con. I find myself not being able to sleep at night. When I was preggers with Con I laid my head on the pillow and was out. Now I wake up at least three times to use the potty. Which let me tell ya SUCKS.:-) When this little one moves around it can be quite painful. We recently went downstate for an open house which was nice seeing everyone, but I got to say the ride there and back was not so pleasant. Little schenk was pressing against my tummy so hard i thought it was going to be like Aliens when the baby bust out of the tummy. Wow it was a long ride home. I'm hoping it's not like that next month when I go to see Joyce Meyers because I'm super geeked to see her so this little one better cooperate. I haven't had any swollen anything yet, but I do drink lots and lots of water, and I'm very thankful for that. I would hate to see my ankles swell up like elephants ankles. I have been so tired lately, but I can't just go take a nap. A: I feel like I'm being lazy B: I have Con who now is not taking naps C: On Thursdays i have three kids to take care of. I mean really wouldn't you be tired. I just feel run down at the moment and can't wait to get a couple weeks off from school and relax before little schenk is born. Ok I think I'm done whining for awhile. I almost forgot one more thing CHEMISTY..:-( I mean that would make anyone go insane. Ok now I'm done. Max for little one to arive is nine weeks. I'm thinking it's going to be closer to 7 or 8. I will find out July 11.

HEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPP

2008-06-21T18:20:00.000-07:00

I Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Chemistry..:-(

News

2008-06-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

I guess enjoy the pics first...

Well after having my ultrasound wednesday I now know that I have to endure a c-section. I'm super nervous about it, but I know that all will go well. At least that's what I keep telling myself.:-) Baby still looks the same except the flexed arm is measuring shorter than the other arm. The feet are still in question because the baby doesn't want to cooperate during the ultrasound. The baby is breech and it very unlikely that little schenk will be moving from this position. I have decided to deliver in Traverse City which as an hour away but they are more capable of dealing with any neonatal needs that little schenk might need. The specialist also said depending on the next ultrasound I might have to deliver in Grand Rapids which is more like two hours away. It all depends on what he sees with the next ultrasound. I guess Grand Rapids has a children's hospital and that is where this specialist is from. So they would be able to handle anything that little schenk might have. I was handling everything really well, but I think it is taking a toll on me. I've had a few breakdowns. I'm just trying to stop being such a sissy and suck it up. I know that God is in control and everything that happens is in his hands. I'm just struggling with everything right now. It is a god possibility that little schenk will have to undergo surgey to correct the arm issue, but I'm trying not to add that to the many other things that are happening now. Man I really need to stop talking about this I can feel the stress rising. I'm done.

Different note. Here is little schenk in my belly at 30 weeks. The baby is approximately 3 1/2 lbs and of course measuring a little larger that usual. I have so far gained 5 lbs, but I know that it is soooo going to catch up with me these last couple of months. Enjoy. Ignore the ghostly white belly.:-)

This is what I know...

2008-06-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

Well I now know Chemistry is for smart people. Which I've come to realize I am not. Seriously did Chemist sit around and think OK lets try to makes this as difficult as possible for stupid to figure out. I will admit that doing the labs are pretty fun. I really enjoy playing with chemicals as I'm 7months pregnant. I keep on asking my instructor if my baby is going to sprout a third are. She keeps reassuring me that it's not, but I have a weird feeling that it might have a little bud starting to develop. :-) Plus my lab partner always makes me do the dangerous stuff.( STEPHANIE MANSFIELD) just in case any one was wondering.:-) Beside sucking in chemistry school is going pretty good. I'm getting A's in Med Term so at least I will pass something this semester. Connor is doing good. He is excited for the baby to be born because he gets an Indiana Jones Rope. That's his special gift from his little brother or sister. He is so excited he will tell everyone that he gets to have it when the baby is born. I am feeling pretty good a little tired but that's about it. It doesn't help that I'm constantly pushing myself, but I guess I just can't sit back and relax. I have gained a total of five lbs, no swollen anything YET. I'm a little worried about the heat and pray that it won't affect me to much. I'm measuring big and so is the baby which is not the biggest shock to me, but I was hoping for a little baby this go around. I am probally going to deliver in Traverse City which the hospital is an hour away, but I will feel a lot better knowing that they have the equipment to accommodate anything. I really haven't talked about the problems that the baby is having only because the doctor's don't know exactly what is going on either. I have my fourth ultrasound this wednesday, and I'm praying that they will know something. So I will try to put an update on the little schenk when I know something conclusive. The baby's room is painted thanks( G-Ma Schenk and G-Ma Roberts:-) aka Great G-Ma Schenk) It is so cute. Evelyn is working on the curtain and the blanket, and I can't wait till it's all put together. We have a frog theme and it is so adorable.

WooHoo

2008-05-19T19:05:00.000-07:00

So school starts tomorrow. I have a Chemistry Lab I have to say I'm pretty excited about. We will see when the day is over how I really feel. Steph is in it with me so she is totally going to be my lab partner.:-) I also start Medical Terminology this week. I'm so so about this class I just pray that I can retain everything I need to pass these two classes. Next semester will be a little easier I just have to pass this semester. Hopefully my tummy doesnt get to big for me to move around and mix all the awesome chemicals. My finals for summer semester are around the same time as little Schenk is due, so I'm hoping there are no surprises. Well wish me luck tomorrow. I will be leaving at 9 in the morning with Stephie and hopefully returning around 5ish. Really what was I thinking. I sure hope I can cheat off of Steph's work:-)...Can I pull the preggers card to get good grades?

baby update

2008-05-14T16:04:00.000-07:00

OK, I know it's been a while since I've posted anything, but I've been super tired as my previous post stated. I will try my best to get the ball rolling again. For those who don't know I had to go see a specialist today. I had another ultrasound to see if the baby's feet were clubbed. According to the Doctor he really couldn't rule it out. In one view the baby was pointing the toes which is not normal for clubbed feet, but the in the next view it looked like the feet were clubbed. So unfortunately I'm thinking we really won't know forsure until the little Schenk is born. BUT that wasn't the best news. the doctor tells Ryan and I " The clubbed feet is the least of my concerns". I guess the arm is something the doctor is really worried about. He has been a specialist in his field for fourteen years and has yet to see a baby's arm in the position that it was. The best way I guess to describe it thanks to Stephanie:-) is Mr. Clean the entire time the baby's arm was in this position. It was a total of about 45 minutes and the baby's arm stayed in that position the whole entire time. It was really odd it seriously looks like the baby was flexing. The doctor apologized because he didn't know what had caused it or what it could be related too because it was the first time he had seen it. I have to go back in four week to have another ultrasound. I didn't think about it at the time, but I will be calling tomorrow to see if the baby's arm is like that will i need an c-section. That really freaks me out I have never wanted to have a c-section it scares the heck out of me. I'm also concerned because I might even have to switch hospitals depending on the results of the next ultrasound. So I guess I could know more next month.

Positive parts of the ultrasound the Doctor ruled out spinal bifida, baby has normal brain functions, organs are fine, and baby is very mobile which rules out quite a few genetic disorders.

After the first scare of not hearing the baby's heart beat, I decided I would give it up to God, and I did just that. I feel an unbelievable calm about the situation. Which is not like me at all. I'm high strung and CRAZY. God has definitely help me through any negative thoughts that the devil might but in my head. Don't get me wrong I want to know what is going on, and I hope to find out soon, but I know whatever the outcome God will see my family through.

Beside the Mr. Clean episode, I've been feeling really good tired but good. The baby is VERY active which always makes me feel good being able to feel him/her move. Connor is doing wonderful and is going to preschool next year two days a week which is perfect for a CRAZY mom like me. He is really excited and keeps on asking when can he go to school. I hope he will be fine until August.:-)

Tired..

2008-04-28T12:40:00.000-07:00

That is all I wanted to say. I'm TIRED....

Baby Update

2008-04-22T16:49:00.000-07:00

Still feeling great. Baby number two is a very active little on. It seem that he/she really wants to be awake right when I'm ready to go to bed. It's so funny, and I'm not kidding as soon as I hit the pillow little one is on the move. Connor was the same way. I just sleep right through it. I'll try to post some pics of a couple belly shots. I'm almost 23 weeks, and my belly is starting to poke out. I still haven't put on any weight, but the doc assured me that it was fine. My last appointment I was told that the baby might have a clubbed foot. Which is OK very treatable, but I have to wait to see a specialist. My appointment is May 14th. I have done a lot of research. I found out that it is almost 1 out of every 1,000 births a child has some kind of clubbed foot. Wow I just was shocked when I read that. The type that can be seen on a ultrasound is the most common kind, and is usually treated by cast and not surgery which definitely gives me a peace of mind. I would hate to see my little baby undergoing surgery. I guess they start treatment a week or two after the baby is born. I have put it in God's hands and I know that know matter what he will see us through anything. I really am praying if it is a clubbed foot that just casting it will be able to treat it. So that's about it on the baby front.

Connor is doing very well. We just got him a twin bed which he loves. The baby room is almost done. Evelyn just really needs to paint. He HE :-) Ryan wont let me do any painting, but I sure can rake and shovel my little heart out when he is at work. We are getting out backyard ready for a privacy fence. i am soooooo HAPPY about it because Con sometimes wants to play outside, and I can't always be out with him, so this way I can open the back door and let him play when i can't be out with him....I'm gonna love it. We are having a fencing party for those who want to attend, and YES you do have to work. Payment will be in the form of FOOD...and maybe some pop or kool-aid. Yummie..:-) Well that's about all in the Schenk household.

Ultra Sound

2008-04-08T15:31:00.000-07:00

So, today was the big day of the ultra sound. It was awesome having Connor in there with me. He kept on saying " I see the baby on t.v. mom" Too cute. Everything looks wonderful. Baby is growing, and I feel wonderful. I haven't gained any weight YET. I'm still 4lbs under my weight when I first got pregnant. I'll probably put on like 40lbs during my last trimester. I'm not eating all that great. I've ate so much candy lately. I'm surprised I haven't gained like 10lbs in a week...:-) Junk food junkie lately. I need to stop it the baby is going to be addicted to chocolate. I made it through the whole ultra sound without asking the sex. I closed my eyes when they wrote the babies sex out on the picture. I have it an a sealed envelope, and I'm not tempted yet to look, so hopefully I can hold out. I swear I saw a little penis, but who knows it was probably a little toe. I feel the way I did when I was preggers with Con. The baby is so LOW right now. He/she is having a tap dancing party on my bladder. I've been getting yelled at by my hubby because I guess I'm not acting like I should. The other he got on my case because I was jogging along the Gator, but in my defence I had to keep up with my Con as he was driving around the neighborhood. The other day he was yelling because I was trying to level out the ground to make ready for our privacy fence, but I just shoveled a little bit again in my defence. I'm sure he won't be happy when he comes home and sees I raked the backyard, but I'm not the type of person that can just sit and do nothing. I just have to get things done.. Oh well.. Wish me luck tonight hopefully I don't get in trouble..:-( Amy sorry, but it's totally a BOY!!!!!!! OK it might be a girl, but I'm thinking it's a boy. Crap maybe I should open that envelope.:-)

Baby Update..:-)

2008-03-24T16:18:00.000-07:00

I feel GREAT, and can't believe how fast this pregnancy is going. Con and I heard the babies heartbeat last Wednesday, and now he has to tell everyone and make the sounds it's so stinking cute. The babies heartbeat is 154, and has been about that since they were able to pick it up. Baby is very active. I can feel the little bugger moving around all the time. Today was the first time that Ryan felt it, so he was really excited about that. I'm 18 1/2 weeks, and still in shock that I'm that far along. I feel great. I am pretty sure this little one is a boy too. I know five other women pregnant that are having boys, so I think it's definitely a possibility. I will also have all the things I need for a baby boy. Lately I've been feeling as good as when I was pregnant with Connor, so I'm hoping this summer wont be horrible. Well that's about it one the baby front. We are super excited to see what God has given us for a second child. I can't wait to find out, but I'll wait until the babies born...:-)

Home

2008-03-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

After five weeks, we are finally in Michigan. It's nice to be home. It's true when they say there no place like home. It was so nice to walk through my front door. I wish the snow was all gone, but I know it will be gone soon. It's also true that absence make the hear grow fonder. I didn't realize how much I missed Ryan. Lets just say I missed him A LOT.... While I was gone my amazing husband cleared out the spare bedroom which is going to babys room. He did such an amazing job; I couldn't hold back my tears as I was completely blown away that he did all of this while we were gone. The room looks amazing it just need a painting, and it will be all ready for baby.

While I was gone I really took a hard look at the way I live my life, and I realized there are a lot of changes that need to make. I have rededicate my life to the Lord. I have never been so unbelievably happy as I am right now. I have an amazing Christian husband and a wonderful son. And as I right this, I am reminded of the love that Ryan share from the gentle kicks i feel from the baby growing in my belly. I know I have a lot of work to do as a Christian wife, but I am ready to make the changes in my life. This trip has definitely made me realize how wonderful being Ryan's wife is. I am so glad that the Lord has brought us together.

Well I got to get back to my daily routines, but I will try to post some pics from my trip. :-)

I

2008-03-02T12:18:00.000-08:00

I have found that being here with my family has definitely prepared me for a lot. Being with baby Eli, and my Con has really prepared me for this second baby. I forgot how easy babies were. They really just sleep, eat and go potty. It's when they get into the toddler years that's it gets a little more demanding. Connor has been very sweet with Eli there is no jealousy that I can see. He wants to hold the baby when he cries, and tries to feed him his bottle. He also tells me he needs his blanky when he is crying. He has been such a great help with Eli. I'm hoping that he feels the same way about his brother or sister.

The church that I've been going to has really been a blessing, and I'm finding there are a lot of things in my life that need changing. I really want to start devoting myself to the Lord.

It's been such a wonderful vacation it will be hard to leave my awesome family. They have been such a wonderful blessing to me, and I'm very thankful for the opportunity to spend with them. The weather definitely has been a wonderful change. Yesterday I even got sunburn. Connor is starting to get a nice golden color, and has loved playing with his cousins. My brother and Con have really bonded. Con always has to know where Uncle Dave is.

2008-02-28T14:00:00.000-08:00

Connor Getting Ready for the MONSTER TRUCK SHOW...

Hey Evelyn does this remind you of anyone.

Uncle Dave and cousin Audrea

Texas Fun

2008-02-28T11:31:00.000-08:00

This is me explaining to Con how to roll the ball down the isle...
It was his first time bowling, and Con did it all by himself...
This is the huge fish tank at the Dallas Zoo..

Just hanging with his cousins...

Texas

2008-02-25T12:40:00.000-08:00

So today as Con and I go outside we are dressed in our shorts because the temperature is 80. It's so nice to be outside and actually feel hot from the sun. I am really enjoying my stay here. Connor had a lot of fun at the Monster Truck show. I will try to get some pics soon. My camera is broken, so I'm using Davids camera. It was a very devastating to have my camera crap out on me, but I'm trying to be positive and work with what I have. Mr brother and sister-in-law have totally spoiling us. I gotta say it's nice to be spoiled. I'm starting to feel the baby move only on the inside, but I'm sure it won't be long till I can feel it from the outside. I am 3 1/2 months along, and I can't believe that this second pregnancy is going so fast. Ryan and I have pretty much picked out two names, but are going to them to ourselves until the little one is born. I have been losing weight, and I'm afraid to weigh myself. I just know that God has this little baby protected, and I'm not tyring to stress out about the weight loss. I might try to weigh myself today or tomorrow. I have lost a total of 10 lbs since the beginning of the pregnancy, and think I've lost even more. I am starting to get a little pouch, but I think this baby is going to be like Con was, and I really wont start showing until about 5 to 6 months.

Connor is doing so well with the baby, and he runs to Eli when he starts crying to see if he's OK. I am just praying he is like this when little Schenk comes into our family. He still has a baby in his bell like his momma, and if I tickle his belly to hard he says"momma you hurt the baby". I have to give his belly a kiss, and tell the baby I'm sorry. It's so funny to see him mimic me and my pregnancy. Well gotta go baby need some lovin....

Feeling Good :-)

2008-02-22T09:04:00.000-08:00

Finally, I am feeling like a normal human being. It has been a rough pregnancy so far, so it's nice to start feeling like myself. Jessica keeps telling me I'm not suppose to be doing a lot of things I've been doing but I can't help myself I don't know how to just kick back and relax. It has been a wonderful stay in Texas. I am enjoying the weather, and I'm glad I am missing the cold at home. Tonight we are going to a Monster Truck rally. I am so SUPER excited Connor loves watching Monster Trucks on t.v., so I can't wait till he can see them up close. I am hoping it's not too loud for him. My brother Dave got him some earmuffs so hopefully that will help, and hopefully he will wear them without a fuss. I'm ready for the weekend because Connor always to be around Audrea and he doesn't get that she has to go to school everyday. It will be nice for them to be able to hang out. I am busy trying to narrow on a baby name. It has been hard for Ryan and I to pick one especially since we don't want to find out what we are having, so we have to pick out a boy and a girl's name. I think we a finally narrowing it down. Wish us luck as we are picking names. I can't believe hoe fast this pregnancy is going for me baby Schenk will be here before we know it.

Today

2008-02-14T11:15:00.002-08:00

So today it's 71 and we are enjoying it soooo much. Connor, Eli and myself are going to walk down to the park and play for awhile. Connor is loving playing outside, and it looks like we left Michigan just in time. I'm so not missing the snowy weather. We are planning on going to Dallas this weekend for Connor's B-day. We are going to the aquarium which Connor will love. I can't wait. He has been having a lot of fun playing with his cousins. Kaylee is just a year older than Con so they have gotten along really well. Baby Eli has been an absolute joy to watch. He is the sweetest babies, and he seems to always be content. It has been a wonderful vacation so far, and I'm looking forward to spending the next 4 1/2 weeks here in sunny Texas.

We Made IT...

2008-02-11T11:01:00.000-08:00

After being worried for about 2 months, we finally have arrived in Texas. Connor did so good on the plane. He got a little certificate to show his first plane ride which was super nice. He didn't complain not one time. I had a couple next to me and in front of me amazed that this was his first plane ride because he did so good. He didn't have a problem with the pressure on his ears. I was really worried about that because he just got over an ear infection. He just relaxed and watched his movies. We arrived in 71 degree weather which is a nice change. I definitely welcomed the sunshine. David took the kids to the park to which Connor replied "The parks closed" I kept on telling him at home it was because of all the snow. He got there and was in shock that it was open. Too funny. He has loved being outside without being bundled up, and I have to say I rather enjoy it too. I know we are missing out on a lot of cold weather...Bummer...:-) j/k I love that we are missing it WooHoo... Well I will keep everyone posted, and hopefully I will be able to get some pics posted soon

Stressed!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

I'm super nervous about this weekend. I can't believe I'm leaving for Texas for five weeks. Not really sure how well Con is going to do on the flight there, so I'm freaking out about that. I have two bags packed already. Yes I know I'm crazy I just like to be prepared. I am looking forward to the nice weather, and we will be able to go outside without being bundled up. That will be a very nice change, but poor Ry will be at home by himself. I am really stressed about leaving him for five weeks...WHAT WAS I THINKING..!!!!!! Well please pray for us because I'm close to having a mental breakdown.

Silly Moments

2008-02-01T08:05:00.000-08:00

This is what happens when you let a grown man play with Play-Doh...

Christmas

2008-02-01T07:41:00.000-08:00

I forgot to put Christmas pics up, so here is Con at Christmas with his favorite toy...( thanks g-ma and g-pa)

2008-02-01T07:22:00.000-08:00

Before we were ill, we did have some fun in the snow. We had to be a little different with our snowman. He is a UNION snowman with all his safety gear on.

Connor making his first snow angle on the year.

Today...:-)

2008-02-01T07:09:00.000-08:00

So, the sickness is almost over. After weeks of feeling nauseous, Connor and I had to go to the doctors because we had a sinus infection and ear infection. So needless to say it's been a while since we have felt good. The antibiotics are helping soooo much I am starting to feel like a normal person. Connor unfortunately had a bug that is going around, and ended up getting sick to his tummy and puking. He is feeling better today which is a blessing. We leave for Texas next month, and I'm starting to freak out that we are not going to feel 100%. Lord willing we will be up and running come Saturday morning. So send a little prayer our way that we are feeling better come next weekend, and hopefully we don't leave giving Ryan our sickness..:-)

School

2008-01-21T13:05:00.000-08:00

So not only have I started school this semester, Connor is also going to school two days a week. My mom is a teacher at a private school, so Connor is going to start attending for two hours a day, twice a week. It's nice because it gives me a little time for my own schoolwork, and gives him some time with other kids. He is going every Tuesday and Thursday from 10:00 to 12:00. I get to pack him a lunch and a snack to take to school it is so cute. I even try to dress him according to the dress code. So tomorrow it's a red shirt and blue pants. As for me and school this week has been a little rough because I have felt so bad, so I am hoping this week will go a lot easier. So wish me luck this week.

It's been forever

2008-01-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

So, I know it's been forever, but this little one growing in my belly has been kicking my butt. I have been pretty sick for the last nine weeks. I finally have medicine for the nausea which has worked wonderful. I am feeling good today, but the day is young. I am leaving for Texas in three weeks, and am nervous and excited all at once. I am looking forward to seeing my family, and Connor being able to spent time with his cousins. I am a little worried about the plane ride, and hoping everything goes smooth. Connor has had problems with his ears since he was a baby, so I'm hoping that they will be ok during the flight. We are celebrating his B-day this weekend since we will be gone for his actual B-day. I can't believe we are celebrating his third B-day it doesn't seem possible that he is going to be three. Connor has been really sweet to the baby even though I'm not showing he kisses my belly, and he says I love you baby. That might change when the baby comes he might not feel the love then. I am really nervous about the delivery of this baby, and I know i still have a ways to go, but I'm freaking out. I had a very difficult delivery with Connor, and almost had to have a C-section which is super scary to me. So I'm praying that this delivery is a lot less difficult.
I was able to get into the doctor's before I leave for Texas, and I should be able to hear the heart beat. Connor will be with me, so hopefully he will be excited too.

I can see the end...:-)

2008-01-10T12:41:00.000-08:00

So after being sick for five weeks now I am finally starting to get better, I never felt sick with Connor so this was a total shock for me. I'm almost 8 weeks now, and can't believe in 7 months we will be bringing home baby Hole. For those who don't know Connor has lovingly giving the baby this name. I leave for Texas the 9th of next month, and I'm starting to get really nervous. I will be gone for 6 weeks, and am going to miss Ry so much. I have never been away from Ry for that long and Connor will miss him so much. We will be having his B-Day the end of this month because his B-day is Feb. 17th and we will be in Texas. I am hoping by then I will be feeling like Michelle again. I feel like a horrible mother I can't do the things that I normally do with Connor because I feel so unbelievably ill. So I'm ready to be back and ready to kick some butt.:-) Gotta go take the trash to the dump wish me luck...Hopefully don't get sick.;-)

Tomorrow....

2007-12-27T15:30:00.000-08:00

So tomorrow is my first O.B. appointment, I can't beleive I am going to the doctor's. I guess it finally makes it truly official. I swear I am starting to show already which seems impossible. When I got pregnant with Connor I didn't start showing untill about six months. I swear there might be twins growing in my belly. I am going to be the size of a house by the time baby arrives...I also am going to be traveling to Texas for a month I am leaving Feb. 9th and I'll be back March 15th. I am a little nervous now that I am pregnant. I'm am hoping that my body will be coping well by then and the month that I'm in Texas goes smoothly. So wish me luck tomorrow and for my upcoming Texas trip..:-)

Baby Number 2

2007-12-27T06:10:00.000-08:00

So this is what I have learned with being pregnant with baby #2.I have found myself very tired, and I hate to say it's because I'm a little older but the truth is well I am. I hate to complain, but this little one is kicking my butt. I have been so tired I can't believe it. I went to bed at 8:30 last night and slept until 7:00 this morning. I can't remember sleeping that long in forever. I have no appetite and have lost like 4 pounds in the last week. I guess that's better than getting sick, so I'll take losing my appetite.:-) I have not had Rylan this week which has been nice, but next week I'll have her for three days, so that means I won't be getting to bed till 11:00 which is really going to stink. I have no idea how I'm going to stay up that long...:-(...I'm sure I'll manage if I don't her parents will just have to wake me up..:-)Well thats about it. I am sooooo tired and can't eat, but I never had that problem with Connor, so this is really different to me...I thought I would let everyone know for the future..."NEVER EVER TOUCH MY BELLY" unless I have given you the o.k. THANKS..:-)

Finished Product....

2007-12-24T09:30:00.000-08:00

So this is the final result at my attempt to make a Gingerbread House.. I know it's a little sad, but Connor and I worked really hard..So enjoy the beauty that is the Schenk Gingerbread House..:-)

Building a Gingerbread House

2007-12-22T18:07:00.000-08:00

The first step in building a gingerbread is finding a participant who is willing to get a little messy...

Exhibit 1#...Connor
Next have him do all the mixing...
Then have him do it by hand you will get the best results that way

After cutting bake and decorate.....I will continue tomorrow....anticipation is GREAT!!!!!!!!

Baby Schenk...

2007-12-22T07:04:00.001-08:00

So Ryan and I finally both decided it was time that we started adding to our family. So in August we will be welcoming a new little Schenk. I am very excited. I did not expect to get pregnant so fast, but the Lord had different plans for me and now we are expecting. Yes, me the person who said I was not having anymore kids is now expecting. I was telling Ryan it's not that I never wanted anymore I was so sick and tied of people asking me when are we having another one I figured it was easier to just say I didn't want anymore. So hopefully Steph doesn't read this because we are planning to tell everyone today at the Christmas party. And let me tell ya this baby is already different from Connor, I have been feeling really rough the last couple of days I am hoping that I don't get sick.. So everyone keep your fingers crossed, because I am dreading being sick...

Gingerbread House

2007-12-18T11:16:00.000-08:00

So today was the day for Gingerbread House making. I am rethinking about doing this every year. I can't believe all the steps it takes to make the house. I mean really it is a two day project.. I am looking forward to decorating it, and I know Connor will have a good time with that. I will post some pics tomorrow, and hopefully the house turns out ok. I might buy a pre-made one next year..:-) Who knows..???

Trying to save money..

2007-12-14T08:02:00.000-08:00

So in an effort to save a little extra money...every little bits helps right? I have just joyned a coupon club I can't believe how many coupons they had. I am really trying to cut any cost I possible can, and I beleive this will be a really big change. I can't wait to see how much I am able to save on the next shopping trip. I also have been freezing leftovers and using them for the next week or two meals. Wow has that been such an amazing help. I can't beleive I never thought of that..Thanks Steph...If anyone has some segestions drop me a line. We also don't eat out at all. We never really did, but now it has to be a really special reason for us to spend our money on take out food. So any ideas just let me know..:-)

1st Snowmobile Ride

2007-12-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

So last weekend was Connor's first ride. He loved it, and keeps on asking when we are going to go again. It's so funny everytime he sees a snowmobile he tells us it's Aunt Kerry. So here are a couple of pics. Connor and me all bundled and readt to go.
Getting ready to head out for our Big Adventure...
...and wer'e off....
Have a fun time on the trails...
Kerry took Connor back so Ryan and I could take a longer ride....Hopefully we can go soon before he changes his mind. We had so much fun I can't believe he went and didn't cry or complain. He is such a big boy...:-)

Boys

2007-12-11T14:53:00.000-08:00

Russell is here today, and it has been a lot of fun. I had forgotten how much I missed having him everyday. I also forgot how much Connor missed him. They are like peas in a pod. I can't believe how well they get along. Now don't get me wrong they butt heads quite, but it's really silly stuff. I have Rylan as well today, and she is just like both of them. They ask to watch Transformer movie the cartoon version after dinner which of course I said yes. They are just chilling right next to each other mouths dropped and staring at the t.v. When I watch them two play together, it really make me wonder if we should have number two. I mean I'm not kidding if you could see the two of them right now you would crack up laughing I love it...I have a snowmobile story I'll do tomorrow, so Kerry check later in the afternoon..

Connor Update...

2007-12-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

I have to gush a little about my little man, so enjoy the gushing. I am amazed at how much Connor has started catching on to things latley. He now can sing his ABC's, and now when we do our cleaning routine in the morning we both sing our ABC's. He also cant count to twenty which is awesome hopefully we can get to thirty in the next month or two. He can reconize letters and the sounds of them. Thanks to Leap Frogs Fridge Phonics the BEST purchase I have ever made for him. He and Rylan play with that non stop I really enjoy Leap Frog products they make learning fun. Connor is also really into arts and crafts which I really enjoy doing. We try to do at least three a week, and it's nice that I don't have to force him to do it. He is finally asking to go on the potty which is such a blessing. He has been trainded for quite a while but he would never ask to go, so it is very helpful him asking me instead of me taking him all the time. Today we went to K-MART, and this lady behide us says "your son is so well behaved he listenes really good to you". It is nice to hear things from strangers like that it makes you feel like you are doing something right. Well I could go in forever, but I don't want to start sounding CRAZY..:-) Connor really is perfect I couldn't imagine my life without my little.

Another CHRISTmas walk...

2007-12-03T12:55:00.000-08:00

Yes, this would be the third one at least iI think so. It was a lot of fun. We went with Joy and her family. It was really nice. Roscommon puts on a parade. They have bulldozers decorated with light which Connor loved. It was a fun knight. We will be attending next year without a doubt. Me and my little sissy..
Connor playing in the snow...
Daddy trying to stay warm..
Bob and Joy...Bob trying not to smile...:-)
Connor was loving the parade..

Big Boy Bed....

2007-12-03T10:01:00.001-08:00

So we changed Connor's crib into the daybed. Connor never tried to get out, but after much thought with me leaving for in Feb. I thought it would be easier for him to get use to sleeping in a bed. So this is Connor and daddy getting the piece for his bed.
Daddy taking the front of the crib off.
Connor showing off his MONSTER Truck's He laid down for his first nap, and was not very happy. He kept on asking us to put his bed back together. After he got over the fact that it was going to stay that way, he went right to sleep. He has slept in his bed just fine. He still ask daddy to fixed his bed, but other than that it was smooth sailing..:-)

Thankful..

2007-12-03T09:34:00.000-08:00

I know it's past Thanksgiving, but I have to be original:-)j/k. I wanted to share a few things that I am thankful for this year.
1. My Salvation - Knowing that the Lord loves me, and is there for me whenever I need him has been a comfort. I don't know what I would have done without God by my side this year.

2. My Husband - In spite off all of my unique personalities Ryan is there for me, and has been my rock. I am so thankful God has brought us together.

3. My Son - I have been blessed with a full year home with my son, and even though things have been hard I would not change it for the world. I could be having the worst day, and all I need to do is look at his cute little face and everything melts away.

4. My In laws - I have been truly blessed with a wonder family. They are there for Ryan and I whenever we need them. They are truly amazing.

5. My new church - It has been a wonderful experience attending this church. (thanks Steph)... I have never felt as welcome in a church. It has started a new fire in me which has been a wonderful change in my life.

So these are a few things that I am thankful for. Although things have seemed very difficult this year, I have been blessed so many time over that it really doesn't seem that bad of a year after all.

Connor's Tree

2007-11-27T16:47:00.000-08:00

So in decorating Connor's tree in kid ornaments I found a couple a recipes I will be trying tomorrow. Rylan will be here so we will have a fun craft to do. Hopefully the ornaments will somewhat look like the pictures that I found. If not they will still be cute for a kids tree. So wish me luck as I give it a try. I will try to post some pictures of the ornaments tomorrow along with the Christmas walk. I will be going on another one I believe this weekend, so there will be more pictures.

My Computer...

2007-11-27T09:40:00.000-08:00

So when I got back from Black Friday, I found out that my computer wasn't working. I was stressed and Ryan call our friend Ryan to check it out. Ryan owns hih own computer business. YaY for that. I guess my Power Supply had enough of me working on my computer and called it quits. Ryan said it was so bad that he is surprised my computer didn't start on fire. I have to say so am I. So today I am burning all of Connor's pics that I haven't done yet just in case. I have been doing a good job ever since I read about Amy's computer. I could care less about all the other documents. My pictures of my Connor could never be replaced. So now that I have my computer up and running I have got a lot of school work to get caught up on. I also have to find some crafts for Connor and Ryan so we can make some CHRISTmas decorations. Connor has his own little tree and I want it to be decorated it just his decorations. We also went to another CHRISTmas walk. It was at Garland. It was so beautiful. Connor has sooo much fun. I will be posting some pics very soon. I love that as a family we are able to do fun things like that. I am very thankful for my family.

BLACK FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-21T10:32:00.000-08:00

So it's almost time for the shopping spree. I am really excited this is my first year that I can go. I am broke and am hoping to find really good deals. I will be getting things for CHRISTmas and Connor's B-day which is in February. Ryan and I aren't getting each other gifts this year(money reasons), so all i need to do is shop for kid things which I LOVE doing. I know what I'm getting my little man and hopefully can just wait till CHRISTmas to give it to him. We are leaving at 4:00am so we might be a little cranky. Which means I can push people out of my way to get what I want....:-)...He He..I guess that could work out to my advantage. Wish me luck. I hope to make it out alive, and with a little money still in my pocket..:-)

CHRISTmas Walk

2007-11-19T19:54:00.000-08:00

We went on the CHRISTmas walk again this year. It is a nice little production that our town does every year. They have Santa and Mrs. Clause, and this year they had Reindeer. They also had a horse and waggon ride. We did it all it was sooo nice a perfect evening. I even went into the museum this year. I have lived hear all my life and that was the first time. I got to say it was really nice. Connor loved the horse ride and wanted to go on it again. His old fart parents were to cold so we just enjoyed the rest of the walk. It is nice that our community does this and I hope every one got out and enjoyed it as much as we did............ Connor and daddy watching Santa.
Me and my Little stud...
Me and my two favorite men, but i have no idea why my face is so white.
Daddy trying to stay warm on the horse ride...Sissy..
Connor Loving on the Reindeer...

First Snow

2007-11-19T19:42:00.000-08:00

I know i promised pics of the Con man and his first snow experience of the year. Sorry so late but hopefully you enjoy. He had so much fun. I am glad i decided to wait until 9:00 instead of going out at 7:00 like Connor wanted. BrRRRRRRRRRRRR it was a little cold..

A New Tradition

2007-11-18T13:07:00.000-08:00

So I am starting a new tradition this year with Connor. We are going to start making gingerbread houses for CHRISTmas. I am thinking about a week before we will attempt to try it. Then every year after that, until he decides his mom is lame. I am looking forward to it and know Connor will love it. He loves to do anything that involves getting messy..Which I am sure it will be. The letter of the week went really well; this week Connor can tell me the letter "A" and also knows that "A" is for angel. I am very excited and am hoping the excitement in him keeps up. He has also started memorizing lately. Just last month he really wasn't able to memorize a song. Within the past few days he is now singing "Jesus Loves Me" it is soooo cute. Today was also a Big day. Connor went pee standing up for the first time. YaY!!! I am really excited about this, because that means he won't have to sit on the potties in restrooms. Even though I bring my Lysol spay to spray the seat. It is really gross. I am just amazed at how much can change in a week with children. Connor amazes me everyday. I am so overjoyed to be his MOM and can't imagine my life without my little man.

ABC's

2007-11-12T09:18:00.000-08:00

So I am going to start to try to teach Connor his ABC's. Not only to say them but to recognize the letters to. He knows the letters in his name so that's a start right. I found this website that for each letter it has a Bible theme behind it. This week we will hopefully be learning A is for angel. We did a turkey project and he knows "T" is for Turkey. I think for Connor is helps to associate a picture with the letter. He has really been into this game I bought him it's calls Max the Monkey. He is always asking me to play "Max the Monkey game". It has a lot of pictures of different things like it will show an elephant and then show an elephant eating peanuts and you would ask what the elephant is doing he loves it. We play that one about three to four times a day. So wish me luck on the ABC's ;-)

Snow..

2007-11-09T17:37:00.000-08:00

So we got our first dusting of snow. I was really excited and hoped Connor would be to. So that morning I heard him say"Mom I'm ready to get up". He still is in a crib so i need to go get him. I walk in his room and tell him there is a surprise outside. He looks through his blinds. and says " Mom BRurrrrr ice is cold". I told him it was snow. To which he replied "Mom Bruuuuuuuuu Snow is cold". Then he looks at me and ask me if i can get his boots on. I reminded him it was 7 in the morning and we had to eat breakfast fist. After breakfast, he ask for him to go outside and play in the cold ice for some reason he wants snow to be ice. So we got all bundled up and went outside. He LOVED it. I got a chance to put all of my fall decor away while he played in the snow. The he ask me if he could ride his Gator. I got it out and he rode around in the snow for about an hour. It was soooo much fun I'm glad that he is older now and am looking forward to all the things that winter has to offer. I am hoping we can go sledding soon I know he will love it. I will post some pics later. Aunt Kerry will be happy it's snowmobile time...

Arts and Crafts

2007-11-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

I decided to make Turkeys for raft day.. Connor loves doing them and I love them to. We try to do at least two a week. He is very good at doing them and follows directions very well. He is very precise about everything to. I think one of his favorite things is painting. As you can see from my earlier post.
Connor is figuring out how he wants to put the noodles on his Turkey....

After he decided where he wanted them he put his little fingers to work..
The Final Product....Gobble Gobble....

First Day of School

2007-11-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

So today was Connor's first day of school. He had to get up at 7:00 and take a shower which he wasn't too happy about. Then we got dressed and were off. He was really excited despite what the pics look like. He got to play with a lot of kids for about two hrs just while I am in class. When i went to pick him up he didn't even want to leave. Which means he had a lot of fun. So I am pretty happy about the outcome at least for today..:-) He is not a morning person especially when he has to get woken up. He is just like his daddy..:-)

Pumpkin Painting

2007-11-06T05:43:00.000-08:00

So this year we didn't get pumpkins to carve. Instead we got wooden one's to paint. Connor decided he wanted to paint his hand rather than the pumpkin. He is very artistic don't you think.

Motherhood...and In-LAws

2007-11-05T10:43:00.000-08:00

So this Sunday was a challenge for me. I am kind of a strict mom and have certain rules that I have my son follow. It was Aunt Stephie's B-day so there was cake and ice cream for her at great g-ma's house. We go there most Sunday's after church for lunch. Well Connor decided he didn't want to eat any food that great-gma made so i told him no cake or ice cream. Which i though was a good thing.I thought that would be that and he would get over it and maybe eat his meal then enjoy the rewards. Nope not the case I was given a hard time from both Great-gma and Grandma and Grandpa. I felt so horrible, because it was like they didn't think I felt bad that Connor wasn't getting his desert. Well i felt horrible, but i told him that he couldn'thave it until he ate his lunch and i am someone who sticks to her guns. So after about 15 minutes of getting beaten down i was about ready to leave. I felt so hurt that i was being made out to be some kind of monster because i wouldn't give my son cake and ice cream. I was about ready to cry when my sister's Kerry and Stephie started sticking up for me. Thanks guys i needed that. I think sometimes grandparents forget that we are their grand children's parents and they should RESPECT what we have to say. I felt so hurt and undermined that i am not ready to go back for awhile. Don't get me wrong I LOVE Ryan's family soooooo much i couldn't imagine marrying into a better family. I just don't feel like fighting for what i think is best for my son. I always go away feeling like i am the worst mom ever. I hate that feeling, and Ryan suffers on the ride home as i am usually balling to him. So on that note i am staying home for a while and Ryan is going to have to deal with the beatings. Sorry Honey...I should also say it's not like i don't want his grandparents to spoil him, but when i am around they should RESPECT what i have already told him.

Trick ot Treat

2007-11-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

Connor was so excited to go trick or treating. I was shocked at how well he did. He didn't complain about his costume one time. I think once he realized he got candy he was cool with just about anything. We started at our neighbors houses. He said in his cute little voice, " Trick or Treat". Once he got he candy he was said, " Come on Mom more candy". He was so excited. He walked the whole night which was not at all like when we went to Garland. He hated his costume so much he wanted to be carried everywhere. So it was awesome to have him walk everywhere. We had such a blast I can't wait till next year. WOO HOO... Connor Getting Ready
All Dressed up and ready to go...
Daddy and Connor aka Penguin at a house getting CANDY!!!!

My Cute little Penguin...

All is well

2007-10-30T18:22:00.000-07:00

So tonight went perfect. Stephanie's instructor was awesome and let her stay at the halloween party for a while. Which Russell was so hapy about he talk about it the whole ride home. Kerry was a BIG help which i new she would be LOVE YA KERRY...She held my Connor the whole night. He hates his costume so much he dosn't want to do anything. Rylan had a blast tried to pick up everything in sight. I will post some pics hopefully tomorrow...Thanks Kerry and Steph you guys are the best i couldn't ask for a better family...

2 Halloween Party

2007-10-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

So tonight i am taking a 1yr, 2yr and a 4yr old all the way out to Kirtland for the Halloween party. Ryan won't be able to come tonight he has to work late. So it's just me until i meet up with my HERO Aunt Kerry. I have to get Russell from the bus stop at 4. Then go pick up pizza. Eat and get the three kids in their Halloween costumes. I somehow have to fit time in there for Rylan the 1yr old to open her b-day gifts before we go. Her mom brought cupcakes for them to so i will have them Gobble them down. That shouldn't be very hard. I am hoping to take some pics of them outside before we go. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! I started thinking about this evening and am thankful for Kerry helping i don't know how i would do it by myself, I have only one child for reasons just like this..I have no idea why or how parents do all of the things with their multiple children. They must take a lot of prescription medications. I mean i am trying to plan everything out so it goes as smoothly as possible, and that's just for one evening. I can handle it when we are just hanging out at home but to go out into a crowded place with tons of kids CRAZY...I must be CRAZY..Wish me luck I'm gonna need it. Oh yeah and i am trying to be there by 5:30....

1st Halloween party

2007-10-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

Connor didn't want to wear his costume at all...
Finally he wore it and we walked to each sight to get some candy...
Connor showing off his pumpkin that he decorated...
The happy SCHENK'S....
A BIG SPIDER...

2007-10-30T07:01:00.000-07:00

Ethan and Uncle Jeremy...
My son being the boss at the corn maze. He got us out in record time.

Jen and i thought it was time to take those photo's to show their girlsfriends when they are older....

2007-10-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

We wnt to an Orchard downstate with Connor's bubby Ethan. It was really nice they had a lot of fun. Connor Loved feeding the animals

They had icecream cones filled with feed. Thank goodness they were only a dollar we bought like three of them
The BIG pumkin...
Connor on a horse ride that's Ethan behind him. Connor only went for a couple of seconds enough time to take a pic...

The Movie

2007-10-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

So after all the cookie making it was time to watch the movie. As you can see they were both zombies watching it. When the first transformer showed up my little Russell didn't even blink. It was the best night i have ever had with these two.

TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!

2007-10-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

We waited months for the Transformer movie to come out so when it did it was a hot date with two of my favorite boys. We started out making sugar cookies. I made them from scratch for the first time and they turned out great.
We cut them out in spooky shapes.
The final product.
Connor with his..
Russell with his...They were both so proud of the cookies they made...

School and everything else

2007-10-22T11:42:00.000-07:00

So school is going really good. Although i will be excited when this semester is over. I am ready to start something new and am looking forward to math and another English class. We have been very busy lately. We are tyring to get all the fun fall things done that we can do. Last weekend we went to an apple orchard which was a blast. This weekend we are going to a kids Halloween party and an adult Halloween party which will be fun. I love to dress up. Next week is Kirtlands party and i am taking Connor and Rylan the little girl i watch. It will be a lot of fun. We are planning on making ghost treats tomorrow with Russell, Connor, Jaden and Rylan. Wish me luck they will all be hopped upon the candy. It will be a blast. I love doing projects like that. We will be carving our pumpkins this week which will be fun last year Connor just painted his so it will be neat to see him cover in pumpkin goo. It will make for good pics. Ryan is done with his schooling, but has decided to take a couple more classes for more information. It is only a three week program. He is officially a certified electrician. He still need like 5000 more hours before he is out of the apprenticeship phase but that is just one more step that he has to take.

New Floors

2007-10-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

This is Kerry on her first day of work..Isn't she sooooo cute.;-)
My New kitchen floor...
The new floor in the laundry room..

New floors

2007-10-14T17:53:00.000-07:00

So we finally got our new floor in. I am so excited. I can't believe what a difference it makes in the kitchen and laundry room. I cant wait to paint the kitchen. I am waiting until i have time between school and babysitting my time is all used up. Ryan has one more class to do and he will be done with school. I am planning a party for him in two weeks. I am so happy that he will be able to spend more time at home. Then again i am so use to it being Connor and I when Ryan is home i am always asking him why he is doing it that way. I tell ya when you are use to things being done your way it's a pain to just bite my tongue and try to let Ryan do it his way. I will post some pics hopefully tomorrow. :-)

2007-10-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

What's New

2007-10-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone for the B-day wishes. I had a wonderful b-day with my boys. It has been such a wonderful month. School is going so good. I am getting A's so far. We will see what next semester brings. :-) It has been an amazing fall. The weather has been incredibla. It was 88 yesterday. I still can't beleive it. Connor and I went and took some fall pictures. I will post...I promise. We have just been enjoying the beautiful colors of fall. We are in need of prayer though. Ryan is having an over the phone interview this week for Alaska. It would be an awesome adventure. I am nervouse and excited all at the same time. If he does get the job we won't be moving any time. I think he or Connor and I will be flying there every other month. So pray like crazy people we need it. Ryan just installed new flooring in my kitchen which i am very greatfull for. I am so amazed by my husband abilities. He is such a handyman. I will take some picks and post them. He did an amazing job. Well thats about it..:-)TTFN

Getting Older!

2007-09-23T12:10:00.000-07:00

So Tuesday i will be 27. Most people start freaking out right about now. I actually like getting older. I am really happy where I am right now in my life.

We went to a football game and sat next to these teenage girls and i couldn't help but ease drop. I heard one of them say "Are you totally going out with billy , because he was with Tasha". I couldn't help but laugh thinking i was that age a LONG time ago and that would have been something i would be talking about. Wow the drama that comes with being a teenager. As they were going on and on I looked at my husband and my son, and realized i wouldn't go back in time for anything. I can't believe that time has gone by so fast and that my baby is going to be three. But in no way shape or form would i ever want to be younger. So i embrace my new year of WISDOM (oh yeah)...Bring IT on..

Yay...

2007-09-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

So we took Connor to his first football game. He loved it. He kept on saying "Football Game" followed by a football dance. It was great. The Vikings really kicked butt to. It was nice and warm so we didn't have to get all bundled up which was Super nice. We are entering Connor in soccer next year which will be awesome. We are hopeing he enjoys sports just as much as we do. I can't wait to be a soccer mom. Oh yeah!!!!! Bring it on. I even bought him a little Vikings sweatshirt and am going to have Schenk put on the back..OK I am a little crazy, but i can live with it. I will be just as pumped if he wants to be in dance..Rock On..

First...

2007-09-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

So tonight is Connor's first football game. I am pretty excited I bought him a little sweatshirt that has the Grayling Vikings on it. He is going to look so cute. Hopefully he will enjoy it as much as we do. We are making bird feeders today which will probally end up as squrill feeders. I will try ti post pics later. We painted pumkins yesterday in warm up for our pumkin carving. He loves painting and doing crafts which is great, because I love doing them to. Well wish us luck at the game tonight..

It's been awhile...

2007-09-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

So I just realized it has been almost a month since I have updated my blog. Well school is going really well. It is amazing how much I have forgotten since high school. I sit in class and say "wow i remember doing that" almost everyday. Connor is doing great. He had a little problem with poopies so bad that we had to give him an enema. Yes I know thanks for sharing right, but let me tell ya it was the worst thing Ry and I had to do. I pray we never have to do it again. Potty training is going really well. Connor held it through the night for the first time. I was beginning to think he might be a bed wetter, but today was a sign of hope. Ryan is working all the time and doesn't get home most days until 8 or 9 at night. It has been really weird I almost feel like I am a single mom, but thank the LORD he will be done with school soon so he will be getting home earlier. Today we went to a construction sight. Connor and I watched Bulldozers for about an hour. He is going to be my little construction worker. I started watching my niece and nephew so yes you guessed it that gives me four children...Now can you see why I am happy with my little Moo Moo. Today was just Connor and I so we are just going to relax and enjoy the beautiful fall day. Which i have to say is my favorite seasons. I love all the fun things we get to do, and i love decorating for fall. TTFN...

2007-08-28T16:52:00.000-07:00

So i started school this week. It went pretty good at least my first day. My second day is tomorrow. I am really excited to go i feel like the biggest nerd because i am so excited. Connor is doing good o potty training, and we are starting to phase out the sippy cup. Today he didn't even drink from one. He had no spills so that is a big deal right there. We went to a water park this weekend with my girlfriend and her three girls it was a blast. Sorry no pics didn't want to ruin my camera i am kinda clumsy. So i better do my homework..:-)

2007-08-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

Connor Running up the DUNES..
Making Mud Pies.
Audrea and her sand body...

Arts and Crafts...

Life..

2007-08-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

Ok, Kerry this is for you.. I have been very busy lately. I had my family up from Texas all week. Which was amazing. We did sooooo much i will post some pic. We went camping, Mackinaw, and Sleeping bear dunes. It was so nice to spend time with them. I will be going to Texas the beginning of next year to take care of my niece or nephew for a month. I am really excited about that. It will be an awesome experience. Monday is my first day of school. I am excited and nervous all at the same time. I am going to school to be an X-Ray Tech. Which will be so neat. I got a grant so my first semester is all paid for which is such a BLESSING. I am excited to start a new chapter in my life. My hubby is looking into working in Alaska, it seem like it would be a wonderful experience for him. He would be very busy. So pray for us in the decisions we will need to be making here very soon. Connor is doing wonderful on the potty training front. He is wearing underwear all the time now, and only wears a pullup to bed. It has been a struggle to get that boy going potty, but the hard work is starting to pay off. Well that about sums it up...

Today..

2007-08-10T09:45:00.001-07:00

So today has been a wonderful day. I am getting excited to see my brother and his family. They are on their way from Texas and will be here tomorrow. I can't wait to see them. I haven't seen them for about 2yrs. We are going camping Monday, and hitting up sleepy bear dunes. I will forsure post some pics. It is going to be a blast...